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It's really sad and annoying that no one will ever know how real it is or how real it has been for so long.
It's never going to be taken as seriously as i'd like it too. It's probably my fault. It's definitely my fault. I don't know why i waited so long to let the world know. Now they'll never really understand.
I guess that's how it works though... it's not meant to be understood by everyone. Just those involved. If that. ha
It just scares me how people will react or what they'll say about it.
But i guess i shouldn't really care too much because it doesn't matter what they say or think.
I just don't want them judging or calling it fake.
It's not like i can really explain it...
...maybe i can.
It's never going to be taken as seriously as i'd like it too. It's probably my fault. It's definitely my fault. I don't know why i waited so long to let the world know. Now they'll never really understand.
I guess that's how it works though... it's not meant to be understood by everyone. Just those involved. If that. ha
It just scares me how people will react or what they'll say about it.
But i guess i shouldn't really care too much because it doesn't matter what they say or think.
I just don't want them judging or calling it fake.
It's not like i can really explain it...
...maybe i can.