Feb 25, 2008 02:10
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Hey, look i really admire ur spirit to go and want to learn at harvard.. Its really applaudable... and i agree its great if you can do that... but.. i have to disagree that you want to go and stay there.. leaving us behind.. it has nothing whatsoever to do with rights. Its just that.. if you realise that you are a great person.. then u can bring a difference to this country... instead of staying there.. and abandon this country. U know urself that is a bit.. weird here.. but this is how it goes and it does some sort brings harmony.. a river don't run still you knoe.. of course there is ups and downs... but as long as the country is able to stand without other relying on others its already fine. the action that you want to perfom seems a lil bit unjust.. because with your ability you can help more people here.. im not saying which race you help.. its people.. its general. i don;t know.. how this is going to make you think.. its up to you.. but really.. u leaving this country won't do us any good and it just shows that you are ashamed of your own country.. whose ancestors work really hard to salvage from all the damage that has been done.. although the damage brings good will.. it also leaves us with a lesson. Do you not pity out ancestors dying on the field... on the railroad.. and such.. miniscule food given... plague here and there. so before you think of another country.. please think of this country first and foremost.. the place where ur mom gave birth to you.. and where you lived you younger days... before you think of all this inequality. lastly.. im very sorry if i have been very harsh in the first conversation we had.. It seems to be a bad start... and this is what i think and i think that my country needs me no matter how small i can be.. and so should you.. if you know how great you are. I apologize for my rudeness.
thank you - diana
- Somehow, i think i have just made a big fool out of myself. Seriously.... but frankly... i could not even care anyless because.. i barely know him.. and.. i don't really care what he do. All i know is.. he is Nabihah's friend and i don't even know why i care so much. Oh well.. if i made myself look like an idiot. At least i did it with some sincererity. True?? I think so -
my own thoughts