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Lately I've been feeling like I need to decide upon a vocation. Not just a job - I have one of those - but something that really brings me a sense of fulfillment and satisfaction at the end of the day. Problem is - I make pretty decent money doing what I'm doing. When you have bills to keep up with it's harder to be esoteric about what's bringing in the cash. Couple that with indecision and the possibility of paying for further education and I end up back where I'm sitting.
Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for what I've got - everyday - but, and maybe this is an Aquarius thing, I feel I need to be doing something to help someone or a whole group of someones. Well, it's not like I've got one foot in the grave already. There's time.
One of my great demons, Time. I feel ruled by it, rushed by it and suffocated by it. Which is odd because I believe Time is imaginary - or at the very least a construct of the human mind.
Such a predicament. What am I hoping for? Divine intervention? Sheer luck? No, I will have to take responsibility and make change happen myself. What am I, a superhero? *imagines the costume possibilities* I could live with that.
Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for what I've got - everyday - but, and maybe this is an Aquarius thing, I feel I need to be doing something to help someone or a whole group of someones. Well, it's not like I've got one foot in the grave already. There's time.
One of my great demons, Time. I feel ruled by it, rushed by it and suffocated by it. Which is odd because I believe Time is imaginary - or at the very least a construct of the human mind.
Such a predicament. What am I hoping for? Divine intervention? Sheer luck? No, I will have to take responsibility and make change happen myself. What am I, a superhero? *imagines the costume possibilities* I could live with that.