*shrugs*
I hate this. I'm a positive person, but it's getting really hard. I'm working 24/7 so I don't have to think about what's really going on. My career is going really well, that's fine. My social life? It's non-existant. I got caught up with my husband. Now? He's non-existant. I have a broken marriage, it's been 4.5 months and you know, I never thought I'd become one of those celebrities that has those 2 second marriages. But of couse, we only knew each other a few months, we'd only been dating for a month. I should've known to be more level headed. He's not there for me anymore. I try to be there for him, but it doesn't work. There is no one to blame, it's just, not working. I still believe him and I could work things out, if we both put 110%. But I feel like I'm more of an obligation to him, then a wife, friend and lover. Maybe I just miss him a lot? *shrugs* Maybe I'm just emotional right now. Maybe I'll take all this back and in my next post feel nothing but happiness and love. Maybe not.