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all i can say is, alot of people expect alot out of me and i don't think i am up for the challenge anymore. does this make sense, probably not, but it's the line going over and over in my head.
I have been so stressed out the last couple of weeks and things just are not turning out as expected. Way too many things have been happening in a short space of time and i feel like some asteroid is going to collid into this planet " myself".
I can't wait to go to the doctor tomorrow to see what she has to say because i don't think this feeling can go on much longer. I don't mean that i am going to "harm" myself in any way, i just don't like feeling the way i do. It's not right and other's around me are starting to notice and i just wish that i wasn't a burden on anyone.
" i want world peace" man i would make a good miss universe, bwaaahahaha!
ok enough joking around from me.
I was thinking about after i have had a job for about 6 months, maybe go travelling around somewhere, just me on my own to see if i can find "the real me" you know the old "i want to go in search of myself" saying well that's what i want to do, probably next year.
It could cure my stress you never know do u!!!!
ttfn!
I have been so stressed out the last couple of weeks and things just are not turning out as expected. Way too many things have been happening in a short space of time and i feel like some asteroid is going to collid into this planet " myself".
I can't wait to go to the doctor tomorrow to see what she has to say because i don't think this feeling can go on much longer. I don't mean that i am going to "harm" myself in any way, i just don't like feeling the way i do. It's not right and other's around me are starting to notice and i just wish that i wasn't a burden on anyone.
" i want world peace" man i would make a good miss universe, bwaaahahaha!
ok enough joking around from me.
I was thinking about after i have had a job for about 6 months, maybe go travelling around somewhere, just me on my own to see if i can find "the real me" you know the old "i want to go in search of myself" saying well that's what i want to do, probably next year.
It could cure my stress you never know do u!!!!
ttfn!