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Mar 01, 2005 18:34

Fat Fat Fat Fat...I am So Fat. Well today i was doing good....i didn't go to school and i hadn't ate anything all day and then my brother came home and just started pigging out. And that just made me think, well i want something. So i ate something and i felt bad, so i purged. Then i was all happy inside again, and i started fixing dinner, and of course i am the taste tester, so today just sucked. I tried to tell my mom i wasn't hungry but she wouldn't listen to me. She always forces food on me. I hate parents sometimes. I hate food. I wish i had control over myself more. Oh well tomorrow will be better i hope. I am going to try to fast tomorrow. Wish me luck. Or atleast pray that my mom will buy the excuse that i ate too much, or whatever i use. <<333 -Ashley
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