Nov 06, 2006 22:58
Yesterday I knew I was going to see Steven. I woke up, and I just new it. I had to work 7-2 and at work I saw his grandma, so I was like "Oh that's a sign" THEN I saw his dad, and I haven't seen his dad in forever. Then my friend brings her yearbook and I saw what his girlfriend (who has a kid) looks like. So I go home and take a shower and then I start to blow dry my hair and turn on the radio and our song was on, Here Without You, for when he went to Beaver Island. So I walk out into the enfrence was and he's walking up to my fucking door!!!!!!! I was like holy shit...... And he walks in and he's like "this is our song". The weird thing is, is that I haven't even talked to him since he told me he dropped out of school.
Well now he's living with his girlfriend and they're trying to get a better place. I just want to ask him whatever happened to us getting back together, because now we are never going to get back together, he's chose her over me twice and I just feel like an idiot for letting all of this happen.
"Love is when you've known someone for over two years and you still get butterflies when you see him, and you only want what's best for him, even if it doesn't involve you"
It's like when someone burns your security blanket right in front of you and there is nothing you can do about it.