Jun 23, 2008 14:15
i am such a failure. seriously im over here like why am i not loosing i want to be skinny i wanna pull off a mini skirt i wanna look good naked!!!! gahhhd but it will never happen because i suck at life!!! last week i had to go to my dads, which let me tell you is like a living HELL!!, i hate him so much.. any way so i tried not to eat there but its pretty much imposiible when the grams is breathing down your neck asking you every fucking 15 mins if you want something to eat.. i dont know why she does that,, is she mocking me?? homestly i seriously about killed her.. so yeah long story short i GAINED!! i fucking gained i dont know how much im too scared to get on a scale but i can tell i did. and next week im going to vegas with the fam .. hello!! swimsuits are so not my forte.. it sucks i have four days to loose as much as possible..which is unpossible .. i hate myself but i did find this awesome little thing.. its by bucketboy or something like that i dont know she?he ? posted it so any way....
If you eat…you can never be like her.
If you eat… you will always be fat.
If you eat…no one will ever remember you as being that pretty thin girl.
If you eat…the string around your waist will get too tight.
If you eat…no guy will ever want you.
If you eat…the red dress will look horrible on you.
If you eat…you will always look like a fucking whale.
If you eat…you will be using up your environments resources.
If you eat…you can never truly be a dancer.
If you eat…you’ll have to spend all your money on food.
If you eat…you will be ugly forever.
anyway its my fave thing ever and really gave me motivation.. almost made me cry.. but so worth it love yas bye!!