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dave's coming back from iraq in a few weeks. which is way earlier than he had thought. he sent me an email today. he said he'd tell me why he's coming back so early when he gets home, but that nothing's wrong. i don't know. it's weird.
i'm afraid for him to come back. and it's totally selfish. i'm glad he's coming back. so relieved and happy and excited. but i'm afraid of what's gonna happen, with him personally and with us. it's not like he's coming back from an extended vacation, he's coming back from war, and i don't doubt that he has his demons now. and now that we're going to be in the same country, i'm guessing there's gonna be that weird tension there had been the last few months before he left. i just don't know!
but i'm glad he's coming back:)
i'm afraid for him to come back. and it's totally selfish. i'm glad he's coming back. so relieved and happy and excited. but i'm afraid of what's gonna happen, with him personally and with us. it's not like he's coming back from an extended vacation, he's coming back from war, and i don't doubt that he has his demons now. and now that we're going to be in the same country, i'm guessing there's gonna be that weird tension there had been the last few months before he left. i just don't know!
but i'm glad he's coming back:)