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Help me.
I'm drowning.
My ED was the band-aid holding me together and now I've lost my grip on that... I'm bleeding out.
I've been a half inch from size six for what feels so long now, the closer I get the further it gets, always one step out of my grasp. Am I skinny now or not? I don't even know. No one else seems to have noticed anything, how much do I have to lose before it really counts? More than 12 measly pounds, that's for sure.
I reckon I need to be between 100 and 110lbs to truly be the size I want, at size at which people might actually begin to notice. That's 29/39lbs away, once I've finished this project I'll have to do the same again *sigh* How long will I have to keep running for? Running and running and running.
Running and drowning.