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Okay so sean my new boyfriend is like one of those guys who you meet thinking that he is like the perfect type for you and then as soon as he gets more comfertable around you he changes...for the worst. I fell in love with this guy so hard and so fast that it is hard to think that i might want to end it already. He is really hot though so that makes it hard to let go. and the other thing that really sucks is that when it is just him and I we get along 100% its just when other people become involved with "me" he gets gelous and pissed off. He isnt the type of guy I want to marry. He cheated on me in the first week I was gone to Wartburg College.......I have never been cheated on and he said that he didnt even remember it because he was so drunk, his twin brother and friends told him what he did... I took him back
Then he fucked up the next weekend, acctually I found out that he fucked up from Jimmy his friend that he cheated on 2 girls already Jill (his gf for 4 yrs.) and Sadie this other girl he dated that was a whore bag. So this make 3 and I believe it 100%. he is very minipulative too which totally sucks balls. I have tried to break up with him like 4 times already but I just keep going back to him. I honestly hope he just really fucks up again so that I have a good reason to say its over for good!
On the other hand I really would miss his touch. He loves me so much. He holds me and cuddles me and always wants to be touching me, like holdign my hand and what not. I love that about him and it is hard to find a guy like that.
My ex bf matt is still in the picture tho. he loves me to death and still wants to be with me. He goes to Wartburg just like i do but it is a problem at the same time.
well I have hw again I got to go do it. bye
Then he fucked up the next weekend, acctually I found out that he fucked up from Jimmy his friend that he cheated on 2 girls already Jill (his gf for 4 yrs.) and Sadie this other girl he dated that was a whore bag. So this make 3 and I believe it 100%. he is very minipulative too which totally sucks balls. I have tried to break up with him like 4 times already but I just keep going back to him. I honestly hope he just really fucks up again so that I have a good reason to say its over for good!
On the other hand I really would miss his touch. He loves me so much. He holds me and cuddles me and always wants to be touching me, like holdign my hand and what not. I love that about him and it is hard to find a guy like that.
My ex bf matt is still in the picture tho. he loves me to death and still wants to be with me. He goes to Wartburg just like i do but it is a problem at the same time.
well I have hw again I got to go do it. bye