come on, kill me.
//sometimes i just sit back and wonder what was meant to be learned from that event that occured.
everything happens for a reason, right?
i left behind just another tragic lesson in life
an organic rush adrenaline flight high above the traumatized situation of life
it's ironic.
considerate rarity patron of love
higher knowledge engulfs me
cause the blast of fate a lesson
to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear yet i'm feeling so empty inside
and yet it burns so awkward this time
tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes
i need to recognize it's meant to be\\
*closes eyes* i really don't know what to say right now. i could say that i'm sorry a billion times and it still wouldn't do any good. the fact of the matter is that nothing can change what has happened. i'm going to be regretting leaving him for the rest of my life, but i guess things happened the way they're supposed to. my mother always told me that there's a reason for everything. maybe him and niki should be together. maybe dan and i are supposed to be together. i'm ever regretful for fucking up joe and dan's friendship. if they're truly friends, hopefully they can resolve this and work on being friends again. i don't know. i feel so horrible. and then when i go to joe and try to explain things to him, i get all confused and i can't say the right thing. there is no excuse for what i did, and there's no way i can take it back and make him care for me again. but i'm infatuated with dan. i can't help the way i feel. i'm sorry, niki. i really am. i wish it didn't have to be this way. i'm so sorry.
i'm leaving today to go back to europe. there's no use for me here anymore. i'd only bring frustration and misery. i have to get back to work, anyway.
i wish you guys the best of luck with the rest of your tour. i hope you do fantastic.
everything happens for a reason, right?
i left behind just another tragic lesson in life
an organic rush adrenaline flight high above the traumatized situation of life
it's ironic.
considerate rarity patron of love
higher knowledge engulfs me
cause the blast of fate a lesson
to my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear yet i'm feeling so empty inside
and yet it burns so awkward this time
tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes
i need to recognize it's meant to be\\
*closes eyes* i really don't know what to say right now. i could say that i'm sorry a billion times and it still wouldn't do any good. the fact of the matter is that nothing can change what has happened. i'm going to be regretting leaving him for the rest of my life, but i guess things happened the way they're supposed to. my mother always told me that there's a reason for everything. maybe him and niki should be together. maybe dan and i are supposed to be together. i'm ever regretful for fucking up joe and dan's friendship. if they're truly friends, hopefully they can resolve this and work on being friends again. i don't know. i feel so horrible. and then when i go to joe and try to explain things to him, i get all confused and i can't say the right thing. there is no excuse for what i did, and there's no way i can take it back and make him care for me again. but i'm infatuated with dan. i can't help the way i feel. i'm sorry, niki. i really am. i wish it didn't have to be this way. i'm so sorry.
i'm leaving today to go back to europe. there's no use for me here anymore. i'd only bring frustration and misery. i have to get back to work, anyway.
i wish you guys the best of luck with the rest of your tour. i hope you do fantastic.