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[ana_ballet]

Dear Ana:
Bound by your poison
As you slither through my veins
Im crushed by your voice
As you haunt me in my brain
Your winning your game
As I sink inside my own
Your world in which Im living
Soon becomes my home
I live for you, my obsession
And you live to destroy me
I search but there are no answers
So instead I let you be
Poking at my layers
They try desperately to get me out
But my life is my mind
And you my mind is in no doubt
I learn to understand what your doing
I can see my life draining away
But still I cant stop falling
Your demon lives on another day
The fast does its magic
My being becomes oh so slight
But this simply isnt good enough
I have to be so light
Exposed and bare
Youve taken all Ive got
I dont know who I am
I never knew or I forgot
My friend, my companion
My enemy, my foe
Please stay forever with me
No die and let me go
It takes a lot to choose to live
As to live is to win our fight
You see I now dont have the energy
The world doesnt realize
Over you I really have no control
Wont you save me and my soul
Every time I feel some strength
You knock me down twice as strong
I can never see an end
To beat you is wrong?
I want you to love me Ana
Make my bones so prominent and bare
But each time I reach a goal
I feel a thousand more miles from there