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Well today was a strange day. I feel so tired. My period only lasted 2 1/2 days. I have been eating less, so perhaps it is due to
lack of calories. I feel more tired when I do eat. I love my iced coffee's with 3 shots of espresso though. They are my meals lately. I just hate feeling full. I felt so moody today I ended up binging on oatmeal covered in brown sugar. Purged it all up and took 5 laxatives. I want a fresh start tomorrow. Trying to fast. If I do eat it will be fruits and veggies only. Besides drinks, coffee, water, crystal light, diet coke. I am determined to lose 20 pounds in one month. Than I will weigh 90 pounds!! I figure I can accomplish this by eating less than 250 cals. per day and exercising (pilates 30 minutes) daily. And again fruits and veggies. Oh well, my head is in a fog. Going to try to get some sleep.
Love to all.