thanx Brandy
Well, i called jorge today and he is gonna come over. I have family over and i just want him to make an appearance cuz i haven't told my mom that we broke up. I dont want my family in my business so i'll just have him come. I'm kinda nervous with his coming over today, cuz what if i fall for him or make him feel sorry for me? I'ma be strong and make it seem like i don't need him. I need to go buy a vibrator cuz i don't wanna have sex with him. Not that he's bad, but it's just that sex involves a lot of feelings. It's meaningful, so i'm not just gonna do it for the pleasure........... well hopefully i don't give in. :) I just don't wanna hurt more than i am. So i'm holding it up pretty well, the whole break up thing. I haven't cried since yesterday, Maybe i ran out of tears. Is that possible??? hmmm??? Oh well, i'm gonna go to sleep now. I got a big day tomorrow. Oh and on the way home i'm gonna buy a shirt that says 50% taken. HOW CUTE!!!! Good night. zzzzzzzzzzzz