I've Given Up on Giving In Slowly, I'm Blending In So You Won't Even Know Me
losing all my bets. learning how to disappear. getting detentions. overachieving. showing off. losing. lying. cheating. despairing. regretting. growing paranoid. worrying. overthinking. spinning. falling. singing. writing. tearing photographs. missing. doubting. avoiding. entertaining. hunting. running. losing. lying. cheating. burning. freezing. confusing. protecting. keeping secrets. hearing rumors. hating. loving. sucking it up. losing it. locking closet doors. tearing down walls. moving my furniture. staying up too late. watching the stars. feeling numb. relying on the unreliable. fucking up. disbelieving. trusting. throwing myself. rebelling. conforming. changing. losing. lying. cheating. losing. lying. cheating. losing. lying.
lying.
just thought I'd make it easier to get the sense of things.
and whoever seriously took the time to post the last two comments on my last entry
can go fuck themselves and die for all I care cause that's pathetic.
lying.
just thought I'd make it easier to get the sense of things.
and whoever seriously took the time to post the last two comments on my last entry
can go fuck themselves and die for all I care cause that's pathetic.