始まり の メォヂ
SPECIAL FOR YABU KOUTA - INOO KEI 13th ANNIVERSARY.
Title : 始まり の メォヂ
Cast :
Yabu Kouta
Inoo Kei
author : an_jung
Yabu Kouta's POV
Sun shine really bright today. even i must cover my face with the hat that i wore. There are white clouds, hanging in the sky. I still lock my gaze to you. Looking peacefully, reading one kind of -thick- book in your laps. Even the hot from the sun cant make you move. Still sit on the bench on park we usually meet.
A sudden wind blow towards you. Make your hair felt apart and cover your eyes. In the end, You just move your pretty hand to tug your hair behind your ear.
Bravely i take step closer. You still doesnt realize that im now beside you. Smiling at you.
"Kei-chan?"
You look suprised, then closed your book, "Oh! Kou-chan. You have come?"
"Un. Sorry for make you wait for me,"
"Iie. Betsuni. I have plenty time to read my book. Thanks to you? will go now?"
"Sure!"
I take out my hand, so you can hold it. Its usual from us, walking from the park to our jimusho with holding hands.
Then, something come out to my mind. Actually, what are we? But, anything what it is, i will be always be your side.
Kei-chan, Do you know, there is something that i want to say to you, the same thing that i want to hear from your contemptating lips. But, i dont have courage to tell you. But, i think you already know what it is. The simple word, I love You.
"Ne, Kou-chan. The leaf start to dried up. I think autumn will start soon,"
"Sou. Summer will end up and autumn will begin. Its like life cycle. Whenever one thing ends, another thing will begin,"
"Speaking about that, how many autumn has passed?"
"Eh? What you mean?"
"We meet on autumn. How many autumn we passed it together?"
How many autumn has passed? How many winter has passed? How many spring has passed? How many summer has passed? Why i need to count that? If its with you, how many doesnt matter to me, i will passed the entire season with you.
"Why you ask?"
"Iie. Nandemonai,"
I tighten our grip and smile at you. I want to make sure you dont have doubt. To protect you, to make sure you feel safe. Also I also want to make sure i am still here, with you. I dont want to stray and lose you.
I look at our grip. Look at beautiful pinky finger of you. I dare to imagine, if there is a red thread on there, i want the end is on my own pinky finger. Its mean that we are made each other, right?
Suddenly you stop your step, turn your head to face me, and you just smile to me. Your smile are really beautiful, the most beautiful smile in the world. Until i think my time has stop. Or i hope it.
"Ne, Kou-chan. What do you think about our first meeting? Is it for pure sake of uniting, or it is destiny?" you said while continue walking.
"Do you know, Kei-chan. I believe everything surely has meaning. Even our simple meeting years ago,"
"Then, what the meaning of our meeting?"
"Then, i ask you first, what do you think of our meeting?"
"I think, its destiny. If i am not lost thatt day, i will never meet you. Day by day, i realize i am nothing without you. Its like my day is not only for me, but for you too. I mean, i want to knit our memories, our moment, our day more than right now. And its together with you,"
Thats it. my feeling also grow like that. But, is it only my feeling? right now i want to stop our way and start to ask you. I want to convey my feeling. Also want to know your truly feeling toward me. But, i realize, i cant do that. Even after i know about that, i still cant say that 3 words to you. Iie, its not i cant say. I must not say. I need to avoid that words.
"I already answer. Why not you answer yours?"
"Then, i will say, i see tomorrow i will pass it with you. I can see, i am still with you tomorrow with your smile in front of me,"
"Eh? Why you said like that?"
"For me, anything have meaning. Our meeting, or maybe our farewell. Its has meaning. I take the possitive way, i want to pass my life with you. Thats why i meet with you,"
"Yabu. If someday we will be apart. You with your own way and me with my own destiny. What will you do?"
"If someday im not with you again, I will remember my day with you. I will never regret. I have meet something precious like you. Its enough for me,"
I hold your hand more tightly. Should i say it now? Should i straightforward right now? Will it change? to better situation or worsener?
I take my phone, plug the earphone. Put one of the earphone on my ears and another one on your ears. You look suprised, but i just let it and start to play the song.
"Kou-chan. This is our song right? Hajimari No Melody, right?"
"Yup,"
"Then, why you make me listen this song? I have this on mine too,"
"There is something i want to tell you,"
"Then, just tell me, why i need to listen this song?"
"Because this song represent my word. I dont dare to say to you. Just listen, and you will know what i mean. I cant say to you. No, I must not say anything to you. I will ruinning everything if i say. Just listen. You dont need to answer, you dont need to say anything. I just want you to listen. If its not now, i afraid i dont have another time, another chance,"
We continue our walk with our tight holding hands and earphone on our ears, listening Hajimari No Melody. The song that contain my feeling to you.
The lyrics are word that i want to say to you.
Just like the flowers that disperse when spring ends. Just like the birds that leave when summer ends. Just like the dried up leaves that flutter away when fall ends. And just like our wishes for the spring to come when winter ends. Its like that. Our life cycle. Everything surely have meaning. Its same with our meeting. We didnt meet just for the pure sake of uniting.
This is the feeling that i really want to convey. The feelings i trully want to know. Just how i laugh and you laugh. Just how you laugh and i laugh. Just seeing that, i want to bring that laugh on my day.
I only want to convey to you. I want to be straightforward. Ill be playing "A melody of Beginning" in our way to confess to you.
Everything on our live surely have a meaning. Even its a simple meaning. Thats why i want to protect you. Ill hold on to your hand tightly.
And the last thing, i want to say to you. 君が好き。I love you.
END
ps : Happy Anniversary my belove Yabu Kouta - Inoo Kei. Forgive me, i know im late. but still, i want to make this kind of fic. I dont know but, my heart still on angst mode, -thats because my other fic, daughter tough-. Well, i just hope that everything will be alright for both of you. Be the best for you two. The best career and live.
Just invite me when you get married ^^. haha...
Ps 2 : Daughter 6 will post soon... wait it ne...
Thank you for reading. comment after read ^^
comment are apreciete me and make me want to write more ^^
Title : 始まり の メォヂ
Cast :
Yabu Kouta
Inoo Kei
author : an_jung
Yabu Kouta's POV
Sun shine really bright today. even i must cover my face with the hat that i wore. There are white clouds, hanging in the sky. I still lock my gaze to you. Looking peacefully, reading one kind of -thick- book in your laps. Even the hot from the sun cant make you move. Still sit on the bench on park we usually meet.
A sudden wind blow towards you. Make your hair felt apart and cover your eyes. In the end, You just move your pretty hand to tug your hair behind your ear.
Bravely i take step closer. You still doesnt realize that im now beside you. Smiling at you.
"Kei-chan?"
You look suprised, then closed your book, "Oh! Kou-chan. You have come?"
"Un. Sorry for make you wait for me,"
"Iie. Betsuni. I have plenty time to read my book. Thanks to you? will go now?"
"Sure!"
I take out my hand, so you can hold it. Its usual from us, walking from the park to our jimusho with holding hands.
Then, something come out to my mind. Actually, what are we? But, anything what it is, i will be always be your side.
Kei-chan, Do you know, there is something that i want to say to you, the same thing that i want to hear from your contemptating lips. But, i dont have courage to tell you. But, i think you already know what it is. The simple word, I love You.
"Ne, Kou-chan. The leaf start to dried up. I think autumn will start soon,"
"Sou. Summer will end up and autumn will begin. Its like life cycle. Whenever one thing ends, another thing will begin,"
"Speaking about that, how many autumn has passed?"
"Eh? What you mean?"
"We meet on autumn. How many autumn we passed it together?"
How many autumn has passed? How many winter has passed? How many spring has passed? How many summer has passed? Why i need to count that? If its with you, how many doesnt matter to me, i will passed the entire season with you.
"Why you ask?"
"Iie. Nandemonai,"
I tighten our grip and smile at you. I want to make sure you dont have doubt. To protect you, to make sure you feel safe. Also I also want to make sure i am still here, with you. I dont want to stray and lose you.
I look at our grip. Look at beautiful pinky finger of you. I dare to imagine, if there is a red thread on there, i want the end is on my own pinky finger. Its mean that we are made each other, right?
Suddenly you stop your step, turn your head to face me, and you just smile to me. Your smile are really beautiful, the most beautiful smile in the world. Until i think my time has stop. Or i hope it.
"Ne, Kou-chan. What do you think about our first meeting? Is it for pure sake of uniting, or it is destiny?" you said while continue walking.
"Do you know, Kei-chan. I believe everything surely has meaning. Even our simple meeting years ago,"
"Then, what the meaning of our meeting?"
"Then, i ask you first, what do you think of our meeting?"
"I think, its destiny. If i am not lost thatt day, i will never meet you. Day by day, i realize i am nothing without you. Its like my day is not only for me, but for you too. I mean, i want to knit our memories, our moment, our day more than right now. And its together with you,"
Thats it. my feeling also grow like that. But, is it only my feeling? right now i want to stop our way and start to ask you. I want to convey my feeling. Also want to know your truly feeling toward me. But, i realize, i cant do that. Even after i know about that, i still cant say that 3 words to you. Iie, its not i cant say. I must not say. I need to avoid that words.
"I already answer. Why not you answer yours?"
"Then, i will say, i see tomorrow i will pass it with you. I can see, i am still with you tomorrow with your smile in front of me,"
"Eh? Why you said like that?"
"For me, anything have meaning. Our meeting, or maybe our farewell. Its has meaning. I take the possitive way, i want to pass my life with you. Thats why i meet with you,"
"Yabu. If someday we will be apart. You with your own way and me with my own destiny. What will you do?"
"If someday im not with you again, I will remember my day with you. I will never regret. I have meet something precious like you. Its enough for me,"
I hold your hand more tightly. Should i say it now? Should i straightforward right now? Will it change? to better situation or worsener?
I take my phone, plug the earphone. Put one of the earphone on my ears and another one on your ears. You look suprised, but i just let it and start to play the song.
"Kou-chan. This is our song right? Hajimari No Melody, right?"
"Yup,"
"Then, why you make me listen this song? I have this on mine too,"
"There is something i want to tell you,"
"Then, just tell me, why i need to listen this song?"
"Because this song represent my word. I dont dare to say to you. Just listen, and you will know what i mean. I cant say to you. No, I must not say anything to you. I will ruinning everything if i say. Just listen. You dont need to answer, you dont need to say anything. I just want you to listen. If its not now, i afraid i dont have another time, another chance,"
We continue our walk with our tight holding hands and earphone on our ears, listening Hajimari No Melody. The song that contain my feeling to you.
The lyrics are word that i want to say to you.
Just like the flowers that disperse when spring ends. Just like the birds that leave when summer ends. Just like the dried up leaves that flutter away when fall ends. And just like our wishes for the spring to come when winter ends. Its like that. Our life cycle. Everything surely have meaning. Its same with our meeting. We didnt meet just for the pure sake of uniting.
This is the feeling that i really want to convey. The feelings i trully want to know. Just how i laugh and you laugh. Just how you laugh and i laugh. Just seeing that, i want to bring that laugh on my day.
I only want to convey to you. I want to be straightforward. Ill be playing "A melody of Beginning" in our way to confess to you.
Everything on our live surely have a meaning. Even its a simple meaning. Thats why i want to protect you. Ill hold on to your hand tightly.
And the last thing, i want to say to you. 君が好き。I love you.
END
ps : Happy Anniversary my belove Yabu Kouta - Inoo Kei. Forgive me, i know im late. but still, i want to make this kind of fic. I dont know but, my heart still on angst mode, -thats because my other fic, daughter tough-. Well, i just hope that everything will be alright for both of you. Be the best for you two. The best career and live.
Just invite me when you get married ^^. haha...
Ps 2 : Daughter 6 will post soon... wait it ne...
Thank you for reading. comment after read ^^
comment are apreciete me and make me want to write more ^^