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an_investment

somehow the right things to say..

Jul 09, 2009 22:44

..The floor collapsed, good god. All those people..

I'm so sorry..did anyone make it out alright?

( private//hackable(hack ittt) )

otp, all you need is luv, plot!

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hev_interloper July 10 2009, 03:20:03 UTC

I hope people did.

Alyx--I'm not trying to pry, but I'm curious. Why is there a private section of your entry?

an_investment July 10 2009, 03:22:14 UTC

..oh, yea..

I..just needed to vent a little bit.

There's just something that's been bothering me..is all.

hev_interloper July 10 2009, 03:25:02 UTC

Oh. Of course.

Sorry for asking. It must be tough for you.

[Locked//Voice] an_investment July 10 2009, 03:33:19 UTC

No, it's good that you asked..

Gordon..

I don't want to regret not talking about this to you. I guess I'm just worried about ruining our friendship. We should be concerned about other stuff..I know..

Great, I'm rambling..It must be my head, right?

[She laughs softly.]

[Locked || Text] hev_interloper July 11 2009, 03:26:02 UTC

No, it's fine. Our friendship is very important to me as well.

[Locked || Text// oh man im half asleep] an_investment July 11 2009, 03:50:42 UTC

Our friendship, yeah.

Gordon, did you ever think it's possible that..

We could be more than just friends?

I don't want this sort of thing to bug our goals. That's why I was anxious. Plus, back home..there wasn't any time to talk to you like this.

..I don't want to regret telling you how I really feel.

[Locked || Text] aww *hugs* hev_interloper July 12 2009, 02:06:53 UTC

What exactly

[a pause; he accidentally sent half a message]

do you mean by that?

[Locked || Text] an_investment July 12 2009, 02:16:15 UTC

I think you know what I mean, Gordon..

You're a smart guy.

[Locked || Text] hev_interloper July 12 2009, 03:04:39 UTC

I'm still not sure.

[Mostly because no one could ever think of him that way, right? Right.]

[Locked || Text] an_investment July 12 2009, 03:23:50 UTC

[Rejected Alyx feels rejected =(]

...

Okay, whatever you want..

..I'm sorry.

[Locked || Text] hev_interloper July 12 2009, 06:15:48 UTC

I like you a lot, Alyx, but I'm not

I mean, I can't

Well, I just

I don't know.

[Locked || Text//strikes not there] an_investment July 12 2009, 16:54:48 UTC

It's all right if you don't feel the same way. I shouldn't have said anything.

I'm still your friend. This..won't get in the way of our friendship.

..I'm so..stupid. I should have waited..like I said I would. I don't know if that "right time" will ever come now, so..

[Locked || Text] hev_interloper July 12 2009, 21:18:04 UTC

Alyx, I'm just bad at putting things into words.

I've always been bad at talking.

[Locked || Text//strikes still not there.] an_investment July 12 2009, 21:34:14 UTC

..I know.

Could we just..pretend this never happened? I swear, it must be my head.

That's not gonna work, is it? Look what you did now, Alyx..

[Locked || Text] hev_interloper July 12 2009, 21:43:20 UTC

I guess we can.

But it's not anything you did, Alyx. I really just don't know what to say most of the time...

[Locked || Text] an_investment July 12 2009, 21:47:50 UTC

All right.

I feel like I did do something, though. I didn't mean to get you upset, or confused.

I should drop it..but..I've never felt this way about anyone else..

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