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I dont know why I let myself get so aggravated...but I do. I have a hard time with just letting things go sometimes,somethings will piss me off and I just dwell on it forever..I dunno..But what I do know is that I cant wait until I get my probation paid off so I can start saving to get my own place. Living with old people adds on to the aggravation.
I wish I could find someone thats my age, is going to college, has a job and doesnt do drugs.. I cant wait to get out of this place....I wish that my mom would have just taken me and my brother to a different state when she came home..I guess that doesnt guarantee anything different than this but it just seems like any place but here would be a lot better..
I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me though..I like someone and then I dont, but I DO!..but then I just wanna not like anyone and just have some me time and just party with friends and whatever
..i just dont fucking know anymore....BLAH!!
I wish I could find someone thats my age, is going to college, has a job and doesnt do drugs.. I cant wait to get out of this place....I wish that my mom would have just taken me and my brother to a different state when she came home..I guess that doesnt guarantee anything different than this but it just seems like any place but here would be a lot better..
I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me though..I like someone and then I dont, but I DO!..but then I just wanna not like anyone and just have some me time and just party with friends and whatever
..i just dont fucking know anymore....BLAH!!