im such a stupid moter fucker
well i almost missed my breathalyzer this morning....the clock in the court house said 9:02 and i dont even kno...the lady was like your running a little late, you usually come with Faith..Yea...
so this is never going to happen again. Last night was fun, but not..I dunno I just cant really stand anyone..its not that I dont like the people I was with or anything its just that I need to fuckin straighten out or something bad is going to happen. I know a lot has to do with my brother being gone..It drives me crazy just to think about it. I'll be at work and just think about him and i have to just call him or text him..plus he tell me these things that just make it even worse and I feel like shit. My mom sends him all kinds of shit and I dont do ne thing..what a great sister I am..I just wish I could go out there to see him..I think I might just ask my grandma if I could start paying all the court costs later so that the money that im saving up could go towards a plane ticket n shit... man i want to take candice home but its so early..I feel kinda bad that im just gonna take her home kind of early but today is my day off and i just wanna relax..
fuck, well, that is all i have to offer at this moment...
kryztal