INSANE IN THE BRAIN!
omg im goin crazy! my mom gets on my nerves so bad, it really sucks cuz i wanna try and have a normal relationship with her but she drives me nuts and i dunno what to do.and i cant fuckin sleep its driving me fuckin insane. i tryed doin everything to sleep but nothing is fucking working! ERR I just got off the phone with faith, i talked to her for like an hour and a half...and now no1 is on -line so i cant blab with someone till fuckin the sun comes up lol.........I wish i had my liscence cuz i would just take off and drive sumwhere for a few hours.but my mom said shes gonna pay for me to get my liscance so we'll see how that goes.hopfully she does cuz that would kick ass.i would do whatever i wanted and just drive around forever so i could just be alone....man the radio sucks! they play the same shit all the fucking time. all i wanna hear is the new mindless song! How hard is that to do? cuz i called like 3 days ago and u still havent played it mother fuckers!! lol man i need to write a book! i got a ton of shit to say. and all i want is fucking sleep right now goddamnit! I think ima go look around in the cabnits to see if theres anything i can fucking take that will let me sleep! I rreally wish some one would have came with me :/ im so bored! Well I guess im gonna go now for alittle...hopfully I can sleep soon so I wont have to come back on here and talk about fuckin nothing and everything all at once..i need a fuckin chill pill or sumthing goddamnit!! SHOOOT ME PLEASE!!!just once so i can feel that pain and not have to think about nething else! put me in a coma so i dont have to be around these people for much longer..maybe die before i come out and i can start a life of my own with some kind of sanity!!! GOD HELP ME!!
~Crystal
~Crystal