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[an_inside_look]

School starts day after tomorrow and i am not looking forward to it. Im not off to a good start this school year. I got kicked out of marching band and the class forever. It fuckin kills me. I cant believe that me and lacy were so careless. But I cant believe that she brought that much shit to band camp. hmmmm.. I dont even know what to say. Everyone is going to know too. I dont like haveing people know shit about me especially when its bad. But its my fault. I guess this is just another one of lifes little lessons that I have to learn from. But this is like the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Band was like the one thing that I had right now that I was good at. I made section leader this year and made it into symphonic winds and just threw it all away because my dumb ass couldnt resist a lil high. But shit happens I guess. it sucks but i cant really do much about it now.

well im off to kicking myself for being an asshole. good night.

Crystal