Jan 28, 2008 21:57
Have you ever sat down with nothing to do and just remember older songs/band you used to listen to? Whenever I get in a pissy mood I would go back and try to remember older songs that made me feel good and it sometimes works. Recently I rediscovered one of my older favorite bands The Offspring, (yeah I listened to them when I was like 10 funny huh) and along with them another not so popular band Millencolin two punk bands yeah but they are just good listening music to me and just looking back on things makes me happy for some random reason.
I also wonder how many different ways I have gone to school, I know I walk the same straight line but my steps,pace,and I don't follow the same exact pathway every time. I say this because I now believe no matter how repetitive your day to day life can be it really isn't exactly the same, sure you may go to the same classes, the teachers may teach the same way every time, and even when you come home you might do the same exact thing you did the day before. If you break it down you will do something new every day like talk to a new person, tell a new joke, learn something new, just anything can be new the possibilities are endless well given the opportunities present themselves.
I guess I say this because I have been longing for something new and different in my life, I mean I live in Middlesex even yet Mercer County nothing happens here ever and I'm tired of living a dull boring life. The main thing on my list is a lasting relationship, I'm working on that but until then I just want some sort of spark in my life that will make things more interesting. Until then I don't mind living out the same pattern everyday because some people hate change and in some cases I do but this time I welcome it with open arms.
bawls
8===d~~,
millencolin,
hangover cat,
the offspring,
( . y . ),
happy times