Wildly Inaccurate
I feel rather wretched right now. There's a gnawing feeling deep in my gut. The usual mix: loneliness, worthlessness, anxiety. For NO feasible reason.
Blah.
No, ultra-blah. I've been doing really well lately! I don't need this! Hmm... I'm pretty sure that it's just because I haven't done anything today. Sometimes when I stay at home for long periods of time, I get like this. Sometimes when I stay on the computer for a long time, I get like this. Granted, I haven't really been on that much tonight, but... well, it's a possibility.
Ahh, I feel better.
I guess just getting the feelings out is a bit of a relief. Maybe I'll go with Mutti on her big grocery trip tomorrow - ha ha. Can't do anything with the IZ; he's off on a "gettin' nails did" trip. (That just cracks me up whenever he says that.) Ahh well. I suppose I could go to the library. What day is tomorrow? Monday? Yeah. Yeah, the library will be open then. Excellent. It didn't rain today (well... yesterday, actually, since it's nearly one AM) - I hope it'll rain later. Mmm, maybe around four AM - a nice, nearly-storm shower. Delightful.
Okay, that's a lot better. I feel a little more normal now. I think I'll go write to celebrate. *laughs*
-ILB
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Blah.
No, ultra-blah. I've been doing really well lately! I don't need this! Hmm... I'm pretty sure that it's just because I haven't done anything today. Sometimes when I stay at home for long periods of time, I get like this. Sometimes when I stay on the computer for a long time, I get like this. Granted, I haven't really been on that much tonight, but... well, it's a possibility.
Ahh, I feel better.
I guess just getting the feelings out is a bit of a relief. Maybe I'll go with Mutti on her big grocery trip tomorrow - ha ha. Can't do anything with the IZ; he's off on a "gettin' nails did" trip. (That just cracks me up whenever he says that.) Ahh well. I suppose I could go to the library. What day is tomorrow? Monday? Yeah. Yeah, the library will be open then. Excellent. It didn't rain today (well... yesterday, actually, since it's nearly one AM) - I hope it'll rain later. Mmm, maybe around four AM - a nice, nearly-storm shower. Delightful.
Okay, that's a lot better. I feel a little more normal now. I think I'll go write to celebrate. *laughs*
-ILB
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