Feb 24, 2003 12:55
I think I might start a Poem. A long one. I dont know what i'm going to write it about. perhaps a more peaceful nature and environment.
i require more strawberries that are freshly picked.
my garden will be somwhere in my yard. i've yet to know where to put it, but i assure you i will put it somewhere. i will have my garden. for it will consist of the following: watermellon, strawberries, cucumbers, jalapino peppers, luttice, carrots, radishes, celery, maybe tomatoes, negative onions, negative garlic, and many many more. it will be a time to remember, it will.
i get too tired all of a sudden. i dont understand any of this. i get tired and eventually end up listening to my mom shout "WAKE UP!" in that ear-piercing voice she uses to wake me up in the morning.
we had hoagies last night for dinner. i had a 16-incher. i probably could've taken a 2-footer from wawa, if i wanted to because i was still hungry after i ate.
this one kid -- louie martinesaslfdjalksdjf -- was going around after gym asking if people had their bagged lunches with them and if he could have any of it. he's such a bitch. i hate him so much. i saw him eating a candy bar about a week ago during gym -- he decided not to take the class that day. i can't belive people as stupid and sterotypical as he exists. he needs to go die more often. he has to be the most laziest person ever and has to be a complete moron. he's one of those people who would annoy the crap out of you just because he can. the little fat bitch. i hate him so freaking much. everytime i look at his face i just think "what a loser -- i hope he fails in his future with getting a job/family". before my 4 years at this school are done, i'm going to laugh at him. DIE! and then there were these two stupid cracks in my last period class (social studies) that just kept talking. the one girl is probably the most concieded ever. she'd be like one of those people who would say "WHAT U DO DAT FOR? DAT WUZ LOUD" if you said "shut up!" to the class to prevent further class punishment. she needs to die, too. then there was the other girl she was talking to. she keeps sneezing and caughing very oddly. everyone thinks she does it accidentally, but i know she sneezes psycho on purpose. DIE!
i'm stupid. i forgot to do my review questions in algebra. i'm beginning to hate that class becuase of my peers -- i think they're making me stupid or something. or maybe its my tiredness -- always tired, for some stupid reason -- that i just can't remember anything. its odd -- when Mr. Fine explains stuff in the class i think "that makes all too much sense... why didn't i realize that in the first place? i don't even realize something until someone points it out". then i'll forget it the next day. its easy... but i just forget everything so quickly. something must be done about it all. i hafta find some way to remember better. my mom forgets everything quickly, too. it better not be hereditary because negative herdeditary things anger me. i need some sort of anger stick to release upon walls.
i lost my pencil -- the one i always draw with. it angers me because now i must find antoher mechanical pencil to draw. i think my mild skill of sketching will decrease if i don't start again quick.
*wave*