public entry...please read it
well now...
i've thought in my head a lot.
and i think i've figured out where everyone's going to be next year
i mean...group wise
friend wise
and just looking on it right now
doesn't even seem so bad
and really all i can think about.
is how it's going to feel...when we see eachother in the huge halls
and just smile, a quick flashy smile
it won't mean anything
it'll be like we're strangers
then we'll think back, and realize what could have been
and really, we won't care
we won't even get sad
we'll just smile, and think how it turned out for the best anyway
some of us will remain friends
but let's face it
we try our hardest and still can't make friendships work
it's because
before, we never had to try
the friendships just came naturally
and now, we realized we can live without eachother
and we've gotten new friends, new ways of life, new everything
and we're too different to try to all be friends
and i can't say i feel the same way about new friends
as i have about all of you
but i can say
these past 3 years have been the best ever
thank you for making them that way
i know i'll still stay friends with some of you
but for the ones i don't
i'll always love you.....forever