im by myself.
hm, its me again.
Remember when i said i wasnt sure if i liked the new Something Corporate album, well yeah, i love it now. So HA! ;)
Just kinda being bored, and a little bummed. but whatever.
Sunday all i did was sit on my ass! It was wonderful. I played Max Payne 2 for hours. That game is fucking amazing, i can’t stop playing it. i watched some TV as well. Also watched the Yankees OWN the Marlins. Great game. But yeah, really all i did Sunday was play Max Payne 2, a little Halo on the PC, and the baseball game. Nice day off of work.
Today; Monday, i worked. 10 to 5 ... the day there went by really fast even tho it was incredibly boring there. But yeah, fast days rule. Kim visited me but i wasn’t able to talk to her or give her her CD because Steve had me doing some training shit. Word, oh well. Working tomorrow 9 till 4.
After work, what did i do? You guessed it, played more Max Payne 2. Wow, that has to be like a ten on the dork-o-meter.
Hmmm, i had 45 hours clocked in at work last week alone. My next pay check should be fat as anything. Can’t wait for that. Dan (boss) made a comment about me while talking about our payroll/hours and how he has worked me 40 hours a week the last few weeks and he is really grateful that i have stepped up and not said a word about having too many hours a week. So that’s a plus. I guess. How about a raise then Dan? :x facker!
So dad is half way to New York. He just called me from Maryland were he is spending the night at some hotel. He has a wedding to attend in New York. I don’t even remember what day he gets back. Its to quite in this house. I don’t like it. Its freaky that i say that. Normally i love the fact that im home alone. But today for some reason i hate it. I think it’s because it reminds me that i am alone. I wish i had her[her; being anyone that would be "mine"] over here spending the night. We would be in each others arms all night while we cuddle and take our last few conscious moments wraped tightly together before drifting into our slumber.
Being alone is not fun at all.
I am sure all you single people out there know that tho.
I am in one of 'those' moods right now ...
Were things suck.
Were I don’t understand a mother fucking thing.
Were I don’t know what I want.
Were I come to realize that, overall, I don’t really understand much.
What I would give to understand ...
blahblahblah, same old story. Why bother typing it again. I am sure i will wake up tomorrow and everything will be peachy clean again. Cool. Maybe i should get started on that whole sleeping thing.
Sounds good, night.
josh...always seeking, but never finding.
Remember when i said i wasnt sure if i liked the new Something Corporate album, well yeah, i love it now. So HA! ;)
Just kinda being bored, and a little bummed. but whatever.
Sunday all i did was sit on my ass! It was wonderful. I played Max Payne 2 for hours. That game is fucking amazing, i can’t stop playing it. i watched some TV as well. Also watched the Yankees OWN the Marlins. Great game. But yeah, really all i did Sunday was play Max Payne 2, a little Halo on the PC, and the baseball game. Nice day off of work.
Today; Monday, i worked. 10 to 5 ... the day there went by really fast even tho it was incredibly boring there. But yeah, fast days rule. Kim visited me but i wasn’t able to talk to her or give her her CD because Steve had me doing some training shit. Word, oh well. Working tomorrow 9 till 4.
After work, what did i do? You guessed it, played more Max Payne 2. Wow, that has to be like a ten on the dork-o-meter.
Hmmm, i had 45 hours clocked in at work last week alone. My next pay check should be fat as anything. Can’t wait for that. Dan (boss) made a comment about me while talking about our payroll/hours and how he has worked me 40 hours a week the last few weeks and he is really grateful that i have stepped up and not said a word about having too many hours a week. So that’s a plus. I guess. How about a raise then Dan? :x facker!
So dad is half way to New York. He just called me from Maryland were he is spending the night at some hotel. He has a wedding to attend in New York. I don’t even remember what day he gets back. Its to quite in this house. I don’t like it. Its freaky that i say that. Normally i love the fact that im home alone. But today for some reason i hate it. I think it’s because it reminds me that i am alone. I wish i had her[her; being anyone that would be "mine"] over here spending the night. We would be in each others arms all night while we cuddle and take our last few conscious moments wraped tightly together before drifting into our slumber.
Being alone is not fun at all.
I am sure all you single people out there know that tho.
I am in one of 'those' moods right now ...
Were things suck.
Were I don’t understand a mother fucking thing.
Were I don’t know what I want.
Were I come to realize that, overall, I don’t really understand much.
What I would give to understand ...
blahblahblah, same old story. Why bother typing it again. I am sure i will wake up tomorrow and everything will be peachy clean again. Cool. Maybe i should get started on that whole sleeping thing.
Sounds good, night.
josh...always seeking, but never finding.