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[amzack]

Why can't I get it right?  Why do I make the same mistakes over and over again?  Why does he even stay with me and put up with me when all I seem to do is hurt him?  What is my problem?  Don't I want someone to love me?  Why do I just push everyone away?

I want to change.  I want to make it right.  To make it work.