Fallen (one shot fic) oneshot
Okay currently got writers block for 'to dream a dream' so here is a somewhat depressing one shot called fallen inspired by the song, 'tonight' by fm static...
Disclaimer: I own the characters e.t.c
rating: NC-17 for swearing, sucide and potential fem-slash
warning: sucide...femslash. .this isnt a happy one shot
Riley was curled up in the corner of her room, brushing the tears from her tanned skin, she watched as the rain hammered down the window and drip onto the railings below the window. Her dark brown curls stuck to her face. She placed her palm on the window she was convinced she could see the reflection of Chloe in the window. She clamped her eyes shut as her mind flooded back to that morning.
Riley got back into the country after a long hoilday, she finally convinced her mother to let her go out without unpacking her clothes. She was excited that she got to see her girlfriend Chloe for the first time in about two weeks. She couldn't wait to kiss those extremely soft lips and run her fingers through the brunettes soft hair. her excitment died as soon as she noticed the police car sat outside of Chloe's house. She felt her heart stop just for a moment before it pounded so hard she was almost convinced she was going to have a heart attack.
She approached the house and watched a police man walked out the front door passing her, shooting her a faint sympathetic smile. She walked through the ajar door to see Chloe's sister and Chloe's mother huddled together in a ball of hysetrical tears. "h-hi" she said quietly. Chloe's mother looked up so quick it startled the teen. " Riley, Oh my God Riley.." she sobbed harder. Riley knew, she just knew that it was her Chloe. "what happened?" she asked feeling the warm liquid of tears flood past her eye lids and down her cheek. Chloe's older sister Zoe stood up taking the scared seventeen year old's hand and sat her next to her. "C-Chloe died this morning..." she said.
Riley's jaw dropped she felt everything hurt, her heart especially. "how?why?" her voice laced with confusion. "Car accident" Zoe informed her brining the young girl into a hug, Riley's body shuddered as the tears flooded like a dam breaking, she didn't know if she could stop.
Riley, took a deep breath and attempted to escape from this feeling, get rid of these tears. As if her brain sparked, she stood from the window her body riddled with fear, she walked into the bathroom leaning on the sink unit, she pulled out a razorblade. She slowly sat down on the floor of her bathroom, holding the metalic object between her fingers she watched the light shine off it. Memories flashed past her eyes of Chloe; she curled her sleeve up off her left wrist, she let memories of there first kiss rush through her mind.
fourteen year old Riley stood nervously on her best friend/girlfriends door step, this was new to her, Chloe had been her best friend since she was five; they both had admitted to having strong feelings for each other. Riley nervously glanced down at her converse clad feet, she felt the smaller girl's fingers brush under her chin and brought her deep brown eyes to face the innocently stunning hazel ones on Chloe's face. She felt the blush flush over her tanned cheeks. Chloe smiled a sweet smile before her lips touched Riley's. Riley could feel the rush flow through out her entire body, she was buzzing floating almost, as her fingers laced with Chloe's as the kiss deepend slightly. The smaller girl pulled away and brushed a lose strand of hair from Riley's eyes, she bit her lip and pecked her on the nose and walked into her house leaving a very happy and stunned teen on her door step.
Riley ripped the blade across the inside of her wrist as the memories flooded through her; she felt the white hot pain on her arm, she cracked open her eyes to see thick drips of blood fall onto the floor from her wrist. She brought the blade up off her arm, watching it for a second before pulling it down against a vein shreading the skin in the process..before long things got hazy, she could hardly reconize her arm, which was now a shreaded mess of red. She could feel her vision blur, a pleasent smile graced her features when she heard the melodic voice 'Riley, Oh Riley why..' Chloe? her mind called. 'Yes..come to me follow my voice' the brunette layed down on the cold tiles and closed her eyes shut. everything became peaceful,everything became silent.
End
WHY is my work so depressing lately but I feel quite happy in life.. hmm odd