family?
I no longer have parents. They have disowned me.
My dad has been out of my life for a long time and my mom recently went on a new medicine that turned her into a maniac. I've never see a woman so horrible, so angry, so DISGUSTING to strangers and to me and to Jason. Last night she threatened to hurt me, and thank God Jason was here. When I told her with all my heart what her medicine for anxiety is doing to her, she went to her SICKO doctor and he told her it's just making her assertive. HE KNOWS NOTHING. He didn't have to be here last night. I called my dad AT 3AM for help and to tell him I no longer have a place to live, and he agreed with her that it's time for me to pull my own weight. He is not taking me in. I never knew that once you're an adult, parents no longer need to be parents.
So...I don't know what's going to happen.
I thought I knew heartbreak, I really did, but NO...losing parents...THIS is heartbreak.
Jason is doing everything he can right now to help. He is amazing. Staying by my side, despite my fucking dysfunctional family. He considers this an environment he has to get me out of, so I will probably be going to live in a barracks with him until we can get an apartment which has officially been moved up to A LOT sooner.
We've known it's time for me to move out for quite some time. My mom has been nasty and impossible to live with for MONTHS, but I was waiting until it was actually POSSIBLE to move out, now I have no choice.
EDIT: We are trying to rationalize with my mom. She's broken down into a distraught mess. Report more later.
My dad has been out of my life for a long time and my mom recently went on a new medicine that turned her into a maniac. I've never see a woman so horrible, so angry, so DISGUSTING to strangers and to me and to Jason. Last night she threatened to hurt me, and thank God Jason was here. When I told her with all my heart what her medicine for anxiety is doing to her, she went to her SICKO doctor and he told her it's just making her assertive. HE KNOWS NOTHING. He didn't have to be here last night. I called my dad AT 3AM for help and to tell him I no longer have a place to live, and he agreed with her that it's time for me to pull my own weight. He is not taking me in. I never knew that once you're an adult, parents no longer need to be parents.
So...I don't know what's going to happen.
I thought I knew heartbreak, I really did, but NO...losing parents...THIS is heartbreak.
Jason is doing everything he can right now to help. He is amazing. Staying by my side, despite my fucking dysfunctional family. He considers this an environment he has to get me out of, so I will probably be going to live in a barracks with him until we can get an apartment which has officially been moved up to A LOT sooner.
We've known it's time for me to move out for quite some time. My mom has been nasty and impossible to live with for MONTHS, but I was waiting until it was actually POSSIBLE to move out, now I have no choice.
EDIT: We are trying to rationalize with my mom. She's broken down into a distraught mess. Report more later.