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[amywmu]

I realized today what a minority my father put me in and how few people really know how I feel about my loss. Not a lot of people lose a parent this early in life and hardly any lose one to suicide, and to add to that I never got to tell him I am gay.

None of that really matters, its mostly just occurred to me today how alone I am, for real.

I can't find my journal and I feel very bottled up right now...