GRC: October 7, 1956 - December 29, 2003
So it's been a year and half today... Never thought I would end up where I am right now a year and a half ago. My life is so different, when he was alive I never thought I would be able to be the person I am today. I also never new that losing someone could hurt you for so long. I really believe that this would be a lot easier if he weren't the reason that he is gone. As much as I think about it, how could you really kill yourself? How could you make a choice like that affect so many more people than just you and your own body? I understand being unhappy, trust me I do, I have had so much shit in my life since he died, but how could I leave so many beautiful people and such a wonderful world behind forever? The colors of the world and beauty of people seem extra bright today, take it all in and enjoy this day.
He could make me happy just by spending time with me and hurt me more than anyone by leaving me, but today I choose to remember how much joy we shared and how many great memories I have of him.
Today I will not let this music make me cry unless it's tears of joy...
He could make me happy just by spending time with me and hurt me more than anyone by leaving me, but today I choose to remember how much joy we shared and how many great memories I have of him.
Today I will not let this music make me cry unless it's tears of joy...