Sweet Exhaustion
Its early, Im awake. Im always up early. Caden doesnt let me get lazy. Im still trying to get a job and my license. I still have my permit from when I was 16, that thing just expired. yay 21ness. I scheduled my road test this friday and im using my brother in law's car. I love having a big brother hes so hilariously ghetto fab. He reminds me of my sister Cassie. Im just now convincing the hubby that we should move back to NY! We have an apartment here but the landlord is like the slumlord. I want to get a nice new 2 bedroom with a balcony and a mother fuckin wahser and dryer in the place!, this palce is gay, we got in for cheap and we get our money's worth. I dont want to be selfish, I just havent even seen actual trees in 3 years! I need to get a job to pay off my debt but If we are going to be moving then how will that work out? Plus we need daycare since Hubby sleeps all day and dont wake up for shit and I get barely any sleep.
Im thinking now I should have stayed in the Navy, even though It would be harder if I had to go on year long deployments with people I hate. I always got into fights with everyone, everybody had to get into my business and there was a 2 year waiting list for daycare. There was nothing. The only thing I miss is the pay and benefits. Im gong to join the reserves when the recruitor has time to call me back. Theres my benefits for my family and If I get a job on top of that, oh yea. Im sure once im established I can always rejoin if I wanted to. I even looked into the coast guard and since of my tit tat im disqualified. Theres a tat waiver in the Navy and who knew the fuckin Coast guard went oversees?!?! I didnt! Doesnt that defeat the purpose of COast? dorks.
Caden is big now, he just turned 9 months! Hes just starting to get his baby hair back and I would have thought he would have teeth by now! Hes actually crawling now and trying to stand up and climb up on everything. Hes so fast now hes getting into everything and he even rolled off the bed the other day! He cried for a couple minutes then was fine. I kept crying of course. I hate it when he gets hurt, I want to keep him from ever getting hurt.
Im thinking now I should have stayed in the Navy, even though It would be harder if I had to go on year long deployments with people I hate. I always got into fights with everyone, everybody had to get into my business and there was a 2 year waiting list for daycare. There was nothing. The only thing I miss is the pay and benefits. Im gong to join the reserves when the recruitor has time to call me back. Theres my benefits for my family and If I get a job on top of that, oh yea. Im sure once im established I can always rejoin if I wanted to. I even looked into the coast guard and since of my tit tat im disqualified. Theres a tat waiver in the Navy and who knew the fuckin Coast guard went oversees?!?! I didnt! Doesnt that defeat the purpose of COast? dorks.
Caden is big now, he just turned 9 months! Hes just starting to get his baby hair back and I would have thought he would have teeth by now! Hes actually crawling now and trying to stand up and climb up on everything. Hes so fast now hes getting into everything and he even rolled off the bed the other day! He cried for a couple minutes then was fine. I kept crying of course. I hate it when he gets hurt, I want to keep him from ever getting hurt.