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I actually called my doc today b/c of the panic attacks. She told me to take 25mgs of Trazadone in the morning and then 50mgs at night and then call her on Thursday. I don't feel like being knocked out all day but if that helps with the panic attacks, I don't really want to be awake to have to deal with them so I guess it's better.
Really I'm not sure why they started this bad again. All I know is that I do NOT like it and I do NOT want to be left alone. A lot of it stems from when I don't have transportation so as Joe has been having to use my car, I feel "trapped" here when he has to head somewhere. I just want him to get his car back.
Also, all the drama with feeling unloved by a couple of people and then the problems with the babies. That could have made me feel worse but it started about 2 or 3 weeks ago when I had that huge PA here, even with my car here. It feels like I'm going to end up in the ER like what used to happen when I had these horrible PA's.
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Found a doily I was crocheting when we first moved in here so I worked on that a bit today. Funny how I can pick right up where I left off. Kind of like riding a bike.
Well, I think I'm going to throw up or something. Chyna knows something's wrong with me b/c she's all over me.
Really I'm not sure why they started this bad again. All I know is that I do NOT like it and I do NOT want to be left alone. A lot of it stems from when I don't have transportation so as Joe has been having to use my car, I feel "trapped" here when he has to head somewhere. I just want him to get his car back.
Also, all the drama with feeling unloved by a couple of people and then the problems with the babies. That could have made me feel worse but it started about 2 or 3 weeks ago when I had that huge PA here, even with my car here. It feels like I'm going to end up in the ER like what used to happen when I had these horrible PA's.
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Found a doily I was crocheting when we first moved in here so I worked on that a bit today. Funny how I can pick right up where I left off. Kind of like riding a bike.
Well, I think I'm going to throw up or something. Chyna knows something's wrong with me b/c she's all over me.