Uh
The past couple of days have been dark and blurry. I really haven't been able to complete sentences b/c I just don't believe what happened. When it happened I remember just screaming "no" and "why God". Mainly I've been trying not to think about it but my brain knows and then it just goes blank again. Nothing makes any sense.
As for Mr. Pug they still can't figure out what caused the blockage b/c they found nothing. They yanked the catheter yesterday but his bladder was 3/4's full and would only produce drops of urine at the vet's assistance. So he was going to put him under asthestics again and put the catheter back in and keep him at least a couple more days. If that doesn't work, he will remove the penis and make an opening so that he can pass urine on his own. My baby's on steroids and of course antibiotics so that will keep any swelling and infection down. If he isn't able to come back on Sat., I'll spend the day out there with him.
Beth has really been such a support to me. And she says I am to her but I don't know how I am b/c I think she and I both are just in this state of zoned confusion and disbelief.
Every minute I'm trying not to cry.
As for Mr. Pug they still can't figure out what caused the blockage b/c they found nothing. They yanked the catheter yesterday but his bladder was 3/4's full and would only produce drops of urine at the vet's assistance. So he was going to put him under asthestics again and put the catheter back in and keep him at least a couple more days. If that doesn't work, he will remove the penis and make an opening so that he can pass urine on his own. My baby's on steroids and of course antibiotics so that will keep any swelling and infection down. If he isn't able to come back on Sat., I'll spend the day out there with him.
Beth has really been such a support to me. And she says I am to her but I don't know how I am b/c I think she and I both are just in this state of zoned confusion and disbelief.
Every minute I'm trying not to cry.