Ehhhhh.........
Just got done talking to Ruby and Kim who happen to have adopted me as their own (which always happens when I meet people and I love it). I really hope Kim moves in here behind me. I call Ruby "Ma" so hopefully Ma will be over all the time -she said she would be. Dat be coo'.
Starting this stupid feeling like chit semi-withdrawal crap. I always get off schedule on Sundays. This past Sunday I got a sporadic 3 hours of sleep so I was up enough to be an entire day off on my horkins. SUCCKKKKKKKKKS. I'll be aight.
When Ma and Kim came over I went outside to yap with them and ended up yapping for an hour and just having a ball. Very deep discussions and also fun which is what it should be. But Chyna ran out the minute I opened the door so I'm waiting for her to come back. *whew* Joe just let her back in.
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I guess I'll spend the next couple of days on pogo.com playing for nothing. ;)
I've been writing more (on paper) and I think that's helped more than anything because as I've always said, "out of my head and onto paper". It's better on paper than it is my head. My mind's a dangerous place to be as anyone's mind is when they're in it all the time and it's not filled up with much else but their own thoughts. So for me, getting it out on paper and trying to make some sense out of what I'm feeling helps.
I'm not making any sense now b/c I feel like shit.
Starting this stupid feeling like chit semi-withdrawal crap. I always get off schedule on Sundays. This past Sunday I got a sporadic 3 hours of sleep so I was up enough to be an entire day off on my horkins. SUCCKKKKKKKKKS. I'll be aight.
When Ma and Kim came over I went outside to yap with them and ended up yapping for an hour and just having a ball. Very deep discussions and also fun which is what it should be. But Chyna ran out the minute I opened the door so I'm waiting for her to come back. *whew* Joe just let her back in.
............
I guess I'll spend the next couple of days on pogo.com playing for nothing. ;)
I've been writing more (on paper) and I think that's helped more than anything because as I've always said, "out of my head and onto paper". It's better on paper than it is my head. My mind's a dangerous place to be as anyone's mind is when they're in it all the time and it's not filled up with much else but their own thoughts. So for me, getting it out on paper and trying to make some sense out of what I'm feeling helps.
I'm not making any sense now b/c I feel like shit.