So tired
Honestly alot of it is truly physical. 5-6 hours of sleep a night is not cutting it. I'm too old for this.
Ian is up early every morning, I don't get any time on my own until after 8:30 or 9 each night and I've been bringing work home with me almost every night. I need that hour or two on-line, unwinding in the evening.
Ian's test went ok yesterday. God I hope it's the last one. I wasn't sure what to prepare him for and I didn't want to upset him in advance. But he needed to get the contrast by needle not catheter and he freaked out a little, cried and cried. But he is such a good, strong boy when the time came to get the needle he closed his eyes and squeezed my hand and lat perfectly still so the Dr got the vein on the first time. Luckily he was a very good Dr too, took his time finding a good vein instead of poking around. We see the Dr on Tuesday (hopefully since I just picked up a voice mail changing it again!). I get so exhausted with all of this. I have no patience for anyone. Between work and everything else, I just want people to do what they're supposed to and I get so angry when they don't. Trying to suppress all this anger is pretty tiring as well.
Well once again, I am a ray of sunshine just full of happy tidings.
Ian is up early every morning, I don't get any time on my own until after 8:30 or 9 each night and I've been bringing work home with me almost every night. I need that hour or two on-line, unwinding in the evening.
Ian's test went ok yesterday. God I hope it's the last one. I wasn't sure what to prepare him for and I didn't want to upset him in advance. But he needed to get the contrast by needle not catheter and he freaked out a little, cried and cried. But he is such a good, strong boy when the time came to get the needle he closed his eyes and squeezed my hand and lat perfectly still so the Dr got the vein on the first time. Luckily he was a very good Dr too, took his time finding a good vein instead of poking around. We see the Dr on Tuesday (hopefully since I just picked up a voice mail changing it again!). I get so exhausted with all of this. I have no patience for anyone. Between work and everything else, I just want people to do what they're supposed to and I get so angry when they don't. Trying to suppress all this anger is pretty tiring as well.
Well once again, I am a ray of sunshine just full of happy tidings.