Haven't updated in a really long time
I just reallly haven't been in the proper frame of mind. I know that I am unkind, unreasonable and hard but I don't really have to share that with the rest of you do I?
Oh God life has sucked big sweaty balls!! And not in a good way. Work had been utterly awful. We are now about 60/40 temps. And it seems the temps are expected to be gone by June. Of course not a single manager knows this is going on so all they do is whine about how busy they are and how difficult it is to work this way,
Life that is not work has not been alot of fun either. Ian and I have spent alot of time together. He is in a "My mommy is the best" phase. It's lovely but it involves my being constantly attentive or else his feelings get hurt.
I'm such a dried up spinster. I'm rather lonely but I'm so tired I can't even get worked up enough to be horny. It's not that I can't sleep, I just hate going to bed. I truly feel that climbing into bed alone each night is the loneliest thing a woman can do. I crave human touch, it's rather distracting at times. It really is a catch 22, I don't want to actively look for someone to be in my life because I'm sure I;ll be disappointed but I;ll never know if there is possibly someone who could fit into my life unless I open myself to the possibility and actively look.
Oh God life has sucked big sweaty balls!! And not in a good way. Work had been utterly awful. We are now about 60/40 temps. And it seems the temps are expected to be gone by June. Of course not a single manager knows this is going on so all they do is whine about how busy they are and how difficult it is to work this way,
Life that is not work has not been alot of fun either. Ian and I have spent alot of time together. He is in a "My mommy is the best" phase. It's lovely but it involves my being constantly attentive or else his feelings get hurt.
I'm such a dried up spinster. I'm rather lonely but I'm so tired I can't even get worked up enough to be horny. It's not that I can't sleep, I just hate going to bed. I truly feel that climbing into bed alone each night is the loneliest thing a woman can do. I crave human touch, it's rather distracting at times. It really is a catch 22, I don't want to actively look for someone to be in my life because I'm sure I;ll be disappointed but I;ll never know if there is possibly someone who could fit into my life unless I open myself to the possibility and actively look.