i'm a very happy person now
sorry that i haven't written much lately... i've been busy... thursday i worked then went to play bingo with myssie, yvonne, and rochelle at the new ringgold block party!! friday i worked with yvonne then hung out with yvonne then took yvonne to work with me then ate 2 bags of popcorn with yvonne then fell asleep because yvonne did!!! wow that's a lot of yvonnes in one sentence it reminds me of another name!! well i met 2 great guys that are going to lhu with me they just so happen to also know each other!! small world!! yeah well first i'll talk about ben... he is so hott!! omg yvonne loves him... he's so sweet and he has pierced nipples and if u guys know me well enough u would know that i love pierced nipples!!! well until this afternoon i thought he was too good to be true... he's been saying all the right things to me and i just had to make sure he didn't think i was some else
so i told him my weight story ( i forced myself to gain weight because ppl were calling me anerexic in like 5th grade but i was just skinny and now the weight won't leave)....but now he has to be 2 good to be true because he doesn't care... he likes my personality too much to even think about looks or whatever!! but there is jon aka ernie... and he doesn't call me hun like ben does but that doesn't matter because my feelings for him are very strong too!! me and him have so much in common and the fact that i don't know what he looks like is just killing me but at the same time it is quite a relief (i don't have to worry that i'm not good enough for him then). jon and me had breakfast together on friday..we have great convos. well i have great convos with both of them and now that i remember i had ice cream with ben!! i'm so confuzzled on what to do or not do and then there's david and i dunno what the whole situation is with him!! I don't want to hurt anyone and i don't want to get hurt!! one minute no guys like me and then the next i have a bunch!! i dunno what to do does anyone have any ideas!! cause i could sure use some right about now!!@
so i told him my weight story ( i forced myself to gain weight because ppl were calling me anerexic in like 5th grade but i was just skinny and now the weight won't leave)....but now he has to be 2 good to be true because he doesn't care... he likes my personality too much to even think about looks or whatever!! but there is jon aka ernie... and he doesn't call me hun like ben does but that doesn't matter because my feelings for him are very strong too!! me and him have so much in common and the fact that i don't know what he looks like is just killing me but at the same time it is quite a relief (i don't have to worry that i'm not good enough for him then). jon and me had breakfast together on friday..we have great convos. well i have great convos with both of them and now that i remember i had ice cream with ben!! i'm so confuzzled on what to do or not do and then there's david and i dunno what the whole situation is with him!! I don't want to hurt anyone and i don't want to get hurt!! one minute no guys like me and then the next i have a bunch!! i dunno what to do does anyone have any ideas!! cause i could sure use some right about now!!@