love?
I LOVE JOE... simple put... i wish all of you could see how happy i am right now... i wish u could see how well he treats me... sometimes i wonder do i really deserve this... he's crazy about me... why would someone be crazy about me... i don't understand why i never saw him as an option last semester... why did i never see that he is perfect for me... how can their be someone just like me... how come he reminds me so much of my brothers and father.. that is just plan scary... i do not understand how i do not mind if we are an old married couple... we rarely fight and if we do it's a 3 minute at the most thing... and it's usually just kidding around... i do not understand the fact that he has me so whipped... and how come he is completely whipped too... how is that possible for us to both be completely whipped at the same time... it's crazy but true... and i don't know why i keep questioning this love that me and joe have... i keep saying to myself... we're too young to be in love... it's only been alittle over 1 month, how can it be love so soon... but why am i questioning this... i'm happy and that should be all that matters... who cares about our age or amount of time we are together... but then everytime i think about our love i keep thinking about what if it ends... yes i know i should not be thinking about this... but i do... it hurts because i do not want to be like ed and steph.... the greatest couple in the world... guaranteed to get married.... perfect for each other... then steph somehow falls out of love with my brother... how can u just fall out of love.... especially when u are the perfect couple... how can someone do that to my brother... he gave all he could to her... and she does this to him... how can someone so great for my brother hurt him so bad... how come i had to be 2 1/2 hours away from my brother when all of this is happening.... how come i could not go home and be there for him... how can someone hurt my brother 4 days before his birthday and less then 2 weeks before valentine's day... i do not understand love... am i gonna end up like my brother or is it gonna work out in the end... i hope i can have a happy ending... i need joe and he needs me... we are great for each other.... and i hope we stay this way.... wow that only took me 20 minutes to write this time... well i better get some work done before i head to class... love u all and miss ya... p.s. 4 days til i come home!!