things really arent clearer in the morning
normally when i get upset or angry about something i like to sleep on it because i calm down a lot in the morning...but honestly, nothing has changed since my terrible mood last night.
i was kind of in a bad mood because the weather was depressing me here and last night i realized annie and simone and bobby, sam, jonny, and all the guys were hanging out...then i remember colin was coming home and then i was realllllyy homesick. i guess there were (and still are) a few other things stressing me out but i decided to relax and stay in and start my homework that will take forever.
i dont know what im doing right now; with anything.....im just so frustrated with SO many people and most of the happen to be close to me...or maybe not anymore, but they once were.
i dont even feel like analyzing this situation. i dont think ive ever been mad at so many people for different reasons before.
i neeed to take a vacation by myself. (or maybe with AAAJ or simone)
i was kind of in a bad mood because the weather was depressing me here and last night i realized annie and simone and bobby, sam, jonny, and all the guys were hanging out...then i remember colin was coming home and then i was realllllyy homesick. i guess there were (and still are) a few other things stressing me out but i decided to relax and stay in and start my homework that will take forever.
i dont know what im doing right now; with anything.....im just so frustrated with SO many people and most of the happen to be close to me...or maybe not anymore, but they once were.
i dont even feel like analyzing this situation. i dont think ive ever been mad at so many people for different reasons before.
i neeed to take a vacation by myself. (or maybe with AAAJ or simone)