Bored
I find myself in the library of CCBC waiting for my next class to start with 3 extra hours on my hands. I should be writing my grad school essays but the more I try the worse they get. It's been awhile since i last posted so here is a quick update on my life...
-the nanny job fell through. I told the family i needed to find a job with health insurance and they found someone new before i could even say goodbye to the kids. I miss those kids. a whole lot. I hate that I left the job on semi bad terms. I would pretty much do anything to babysit for them on the weekends just go gain my respect back from the family and to hang out with the kids. Basically what happened was when I was working for Dena (the mom) for her psych practice and one day i decided it would be a good idea to bring julie to work with me. Dena flipped out and told me i broke confidentiality. i think it may have been the gay thing. either way it haunts my sleep that i can't go back in time and fix things.
-I decided I am going into education and therefore need an extra math,science and eng course in order to get into the grad program that i want. Hence why I am at CCBC.
-Julie moved in with me about a month ago. We have our good and bad days but the good def out weighs the bad. She's a wonderful girl and i really don't give her enough credit. She really respects my craziness and works around my weird habits. We fight over financial things... we are at relaly different places in our lives which also gets in the way. She is still in party mode and i'm more into growing up these days. plus she REAALLLYYYY needs to stop smoking.
-i finally decided it was time to go ot therapy for my OCD/anxiety issues... we'll see how that goes
-applebee's sucks but i am broke and need a job where i can pick my own hours... really money is an issue these days. we can't afford to do much of anything... i can't wait to get a real job and be able to buy groceries when we need them or go out to the bar without having to rely on others to buy us drinks.
-i burned my face pretty bad with the curling iron the other day. i have a huge welt about my lip/cheek/nose. it SUCKS. not only does it hurt but burns take a LONG time to go away and mostly always leave scars.
-my friend lani and i are starting to write music and pretty soon are going to perform at open mic nigts. she is awesome at writing lyrics and has a pretty good voice and plays a little guitar. between me on guitar with her backing me up and her voice with me backing her up on certain harmonies it's a pretty exciting project. plus she's gorgeous so as long as i blend into the background people will be interested in what she is doing.
okay well i guess that's a good taste of what's going on... i'm here with nothing to do for another few hours so i'm sure i'll probably write some more soon...
-the nanny job fell through. I told the family i needed to find a job with health insurance and they found someone new before i could even say goodbye to the kids. I miss those kids. a whole lot. I hate that I left the job on semi bad terms. I would pretty much do anything to babysit for them on the weekends just go gain my respect back from the family and to hang out with the kids. Basically what happened was when I was working for Dena (the mom) for her psych practice and one day i decided it would be a good idea to bring julie to work with me. Dena flipped out and told me i broke confidentiality. i think it may have been the gay thing. either way it haunts my sleep that i can't go back in time and fix things.
-I decided I am going into education and therefore need an extra math,science and eng course in order to get into the grad program that i want. Hence why I am at CCBC.
-Julie moved in with me about a month ago. We have our good and bad days but the good def out weighs the bad. She's a wonderful girl and i really don't give her enough credit. She really respects my craziness and works around my weird habits. We fight over financial things... we are at relaly different places in our lives which also gets in the way. She is still in party mode and i'm more into growing up these days. plus she REAALLLYYYY needs to stop smoking.
-i finally decided it was time to go ot therapy for my OCD/anxiety issues... we'll see how that goes
-applebee's sucks but i am broke and need a job where i can pick my own hours... really money is an issue these days. we can't afford to do much of anything... i can't wait to get a real job and be able to buy groceries when we need them or go out to the bar without having to rely on others to buy us drinks.
-i burned my face pretty bad with the curling iron the other day. i have a huge welt about my lip/cheek/nose. it SUCKS. not only does it hurt but burns take a LONG time to go away and mostly always leave scars.
-my friend lani and i are starting to write music and pretty soon are going to perform at open mic nigts. she is awesome at writing lyrics and has a pretty good voice and plays a little guitar. between me on guitar with her backing me up and her voice with me backing her up on certain harmonies it's a pretty exciting project. plus she's gorgeous so as long as i blend into the background people will be interested in what she is doing.
okay well i guess that's a good taste of what's going on... i'm here with nothing to do for another few hours so i'm sure i'll probably write some more soon...