Apex
so we get there around 11. its dead empty. so i got some beers so that i could dance when there wasn't many ppl there. then 12 hit and MAN fucking every dyke from MD, DC and VA was tehre. its was more packed then at tea! and it was SOO hot and it didn't stop till 3. i got a little tired of dancing around 2 since i guess thats when MD vars close we we have to stop but there was no where to go so i just sucked it up and kept going. the lighting was so intense i felt like i was on e or something nhaha which was actually kind of cool when i was relaly drunk. and by the end everyone was DRENCHED in sweat. it must have been a million degrees and a million ppl. i thik k i slepdt on the way home because all the sudden its lkke 4:30 in the mornaing and i dont remember how that happened/. i reallyv shouldn'tgo out anymore for wahile. this has been like my 5th night in a week and a half which is a lot for me when i work early every wmorning. i would much prefer to maybe out at someones house or somehing. i want my place! i really want to move in and not be here and not have to drive forever back to owigs mills every night lol.
so i decided what im doing with my life,. my mom and i had a long talk and she's talking to the dean of goucher on monday and im gonna do the program she did after i graduate. its a teaching program but its for ppl who didn't graduate with a teacehrs undergrad. she finished the whole program in a year so maybe in a year or two from after i graduate i will have a teaching career. ubt maybe im gonna take some time off from schiool so i dunno if im startng right away but i am dropping out of honors i think. i just cant do it. im just not at all interested.
wow i cant believe im evens awawke right now. aw amdn casey is at my feet. i love her she's cute. okay WAY past time for bed.
so i decided what im doing with my life,. my mom and i had a long talk and she's talking to the dean of goucher on monday and im gonna do the program she did after i graduate. its a teaching program but its for ppl who didn't graduate with a teacehrs undergrad. she finished the whole program in a year so maybe in a year or two from after i graduate i will have a teaching career. ubt maybe im gonna take some time off from schiool so i dunno if im startng right away but i am dropping out of honors i think. i just cant do it. im just not at all interested.
wow i cant believe im evens awawke right now. aw amdn casey is at my feet. i love her she's cute. okay WAY past time for bed.