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Things are better than they were at the time of my last post, thankfully. I talked it out with who I needed to talk to, and things are getting better. I just need to be patient. Everything else is going okay, I suppose. I had been a little nervous about school because the term is almost over and I didn't know where I stood in my classes, but yesterday and today I got it all figured out. Dean's list again for spring 2008? I'm hoping so. I don't really have much of a life outside of school, therefore I spend all my time on it and it works out in my favor. My lack of a (social) life is making me a tad lonely, and there's not really a reason I should be. I live with one of my good friends and I have a boyfriend in the same city. It's wearing me down. I think things will be a lot better once I don't live in this dorm room. Don't get me wrong, it was fun while it was new and I still felt like I was at camp, but now it's just eating away at my soul. If my aunt doesn't leave for her cross-country vacation in the next week then Jessica's going to be my roommate next fall, and that will work out better all around, I think. I opposed having a roommate for a long time for various reasons, but my parents kept nagging me about why I should have a roommate (I can't really complain about that either, because they really let me do whatever I want with my time and money and trust me to make all the decisions in my life). In this situation though, rent will be cheaper, I'll feel safer, my parents will feel more secure, etc.
It's really cold in here.
And yeah, I'm lonely.
It's really cold in here.
And yeah, I'm lonely.