May 17, 2005 01:09
please just know that one full week with you,
a small token of our relationship on my hand,
a quick goodbye, involving a ton of tears,
followed by under fifteen minute phone conversations, once a day, for three days...
just isn't working right. adjusting this quickly is hurting more than i thought it was going to. i mean honestly... what the crap? two weeks notice and not even one bit of a budge......? this summer better dang flllyyy by like there's no tomorrow, because my little heart just isn't going to last (although i pray deeply that it does.)
i leave tomorrow morning for tennessee for a few days with jason's family. it's an awful shame that he won't be joining us....... he'll be just under two hours away?? what torture. i swear, this program better be worth all this.