My life...
Ok first of all, I'm not writing this for anyone to feel sorry for me because that's not what I want. I don't want this to be a sob story or anything, I just wanna write my feelings out.
I've come to realize that my life is pathetic. Seriously. I don't have a lot of friends. I really don't have any gils that I hang out with..at all. Which leads me to the next pathetic thing..I'm too clingly with Austin. I always wanna be with him which is not a bad thing but it's gonna get on his nerves eventually. I don't want him to get sick of me. Which leads to another thing...I "control" his life because he does something that I really wish he wouldn't do. I don't completely stop him from doing it but he knows it upsets me. I don't wanna tell him what to do, I just want him to know that I care about him. One other thing, I'm not smart..I'm really not. Like I feel so stupid when Austin or anyone says something to me and I don't know what it means. Oh well, I just needed to get this stuff off my chest. I'm sure my life really isn't like this but this is just how I feel. Oh well...
I've come to realize that my life is pathetic. Seriously. I don't have a lot of friends. I really don't have any gils that I hang out with..at all. Which leads me to the next pathetic thing..I'm too clingly with Austin. I always wanna be with him which is not a bad thing but it's gonna get on his nerves eventually. I don't want him to get sick of me. Which leads to another thing...I "control" his life because he does something that I really wish he wouldn't do. I don't completely stop him from doing it but he knows it upsets me. I don't wanna tell him what to do, I just want him to know that I care about him. One other thing, I'm not smart..I'm really not. Like I feel so stupid when Austin or anyone says something to me and I don't know what it means. Oh well, I just needed to get this stuff off my chest. I'm sure my life really isn't like this but this is just how I feel. Oh well...