Mar 24, 2003 21:33
School seemed like it was hard, but it isn’t really, and I think most of the time I believe it to be difficult because I have nothing better to do with my time. I have a little over three weeks until school is over, and I think I am going to miss it. Mind you there will be no missing of the assignments and early classes, but I have made lots of new friends..all of which I plan to keep in contact mind you, but still…I will have more free time on my hands…I seem to get into the most trouble when I have nothing to do.
I still have a crush on Justin…..which is not normal for me, because normally these things come and go faster then a Puma on speed, so I kinda get that excited feeling still. I know that more then likely we will never hang out again, what with us not being on a bus anymore, but its fun to see him in class and make a jack ass of myself when I stare with a childish grin on my face and then turn away….because he makes me very nervous. I can sort of compare the feeling to that of like being 6 and going to the zoo and seeing all the animals, the feeling only lasts till your parents make you leave…and more then likely you only ever go once….but I like the feeling…so its all good.
BP night with Emily and jeff this evening….Jeff was tardy, but we didn’t hold it against him seeing as he is a hard working man, and plans on supporting me when I get caught up in some horrible mess like fraud and gambling…not that I anticpate that happening, but something is bound to…and he’ll make the most money, therefore it is his responsibility to insure my safety and success.
Excited to go out with Emily and Jeff on Wednesday..not sure what really is going on..but still excited..it’s a rarity when we really have the three of us and some time……cough cough……except for in the hot tub where it is inevitable that the heat will get to our brains and eventually everything gets spilled…..and then we all laugh at each other and fight about War…………we’re a one of a kind bunch…but glad to be.
Lots of assignments due…my manual thing is like a MILLION pages long, but sooo sooo good and very A+ worthy..so its worth it……pretty much this is ramble..Tomorrow I have class with Justin…sort of excited. I will write later and tell you alllll about it…even if absolutely nothing happens..because I can always find things to talk about.!!