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About my last post.. PLEASE don't feel bad about any of that. That was NOT my intention, I didn't mean for it to come across that way. Daniel got pissed at me when I told him because he seemed to think I want everyone to change their plans just because of me. THIS IS NOT TRUE.. but Daniel still doesn't believe me. I want everyone to go and be merry drunken people, which is why I'm considering not going because I don't want to bring everyone down. I'm not a very good actress and I know my bitchy self very well and I don't want to be in an unhappy mood and make everyone feel bad. But then again.. If I don't go, I'm gunna make everyone feel bad anyway. So I'm doomed if I do, doomed if I don't. What the hell am I supposed to do? My head hurts.. And I'm sorry everyone!!! Like I said a few posts ago.. I'm a terrible and horribly selfish person and I'm moody and I should probably spend the rest of my life in a hole in the ground because I only cause problems for people. I feel horrible because it's Ricky's birthday and these 2 posts alone will probably ruin it and people won't be happy and that's all I really want.. problem is, I want me to be happy with everyone else.