A Huge Update for all my florida peepZ
Well I figured I should update this thing. hehe Mostly since I don’t feel like doing homework. Anyways, life right now is pretty stressful. 17 hours of school is getting the best of me... and they are all hardcore classes not electives or easy ones too! But im doing pretty good... getting good grades. expect for Geology.. that class is a lot harder then I thought...and it doesn’t help that I could careless about stupid rocks. But I LOVE being at Auburn. It's so much better then DBCC (sorry people) lol but it is. I am working on being an SOS orientation leader (which is a lot of freaking work) there are 2 interviews, and all this paperwork, and then sometime next week we have callouts which are held at like 9:30 at night and they call everyone that made it. It's a big thing. But Kristin tried something like this last semester.. and everyone they picked was from a sorority or fraternity. That's the only thing I don’t like about this school.. is that Greek life is a big thing. I've thought about joining a sorority but most of the girls in them drive me crazy! So ya... umm I get my kid soon for Project Uplift. Which is kind of like big brothers/big sisters. I get a kid that is going to be like 6 or 7 and he/she lives somewhere in Auburn/Opelika. And I have to spend 3 hours with him/her a week. The child comes from a problem family that is really poor, makes bad grades, possible abuse, single family home, etc. So I am basically like the mom the kid doesn’t have. I take him/her to the park, make cookies, I can hire them to clean my apartment and pay them and get them a piggy bank to keep here and teach them how to save money. etc etc. It is exciting! Whenever you people come visit me you can meet my kid! Um I have also been doing a lot of stuff with the college of education student council. Nothing too exciting though. Enough about school… work is fun too! This semester I am downstairs in the kindergarten room! I like it much better then being upstairs! Sunny and I have fun! :)
For those who don’t know, Ricky and I broke up about two weeks ago. Basically because I’ve realized things I’m not doing because I am in love, and I have been changing my life for me. Which I guess is what your suppose to do when your in love… but I don’t want to. Like the fact that I was planning on moving to Huntsville as soon as we graduated and I was going to goto graduate school there and stuff.. but I still really want to go to school in New York and everything. I have so many dreams and goals and I felt like I wasn’t putting all my effort into them because of my love for Ricky. I still love him to death, and want to spend my life with him… just not right now.. I want to meet him again in like three years. Which might not be possible so basically im taking a chance with our love… and throwing three years of everything into the air and saying hope to see you again! He took it pretty hard… but he’s doing better. We still see each other everyday and stuff. He did move out though so now im living all on my own! But I don’t really mind. It gets kind of lonely sometimes… but im constantly busy so I don’t notice too much. But I don’t know if I could handle living with lots of people? I don’t know… I’m confused about a lot of things. Lol I have been considering moving back home after this semester… because I am going into so much debt from being here that’s not worth it. I have 23,000$ out in loans right now... just for this year.. that means if I stay at Auburn and tuition doesn’t go up.. I will be at about 70,000$ just for my bachelors degree in early childhood… it’s not really worth it. So I mean the best choice for my future would be to go home and stuff… but I really don’t want to leave Auburn... or go back home…but im going to talk to one of the deans (im working on a PowerPoint) and im going to try to talk them into giving me instate tuition. If they will then im going to stay, if they don’t then im going to come home so I don’t drown in debt as soon as I graduate. I got a new mattress for my bed today! I am very excited to go to sleep! It’s so much better then my old one.. my old one was hard as a rock…. But now I will sleep comfy! My bed is really tall though since I just put the new one on top of the old one. Hehe Im sad that I have an 8 o’clock class in the morning.. I really want to sleep in on my new mattress! One day! Lol The LSU vs. Auburn game is this weekend… that’s a pretty big game.. it’s going to be off the chain! :) Can’t wait! I’m going to take lots of pictures! Well I think im going to go make some dinner and peanut butter cookies! I Love you all and miss you sooOoOO much! Peace!