I dont even know anymore...
So, I started to read old posts… and it made me really depressed on many levels. I actually don’t remember the last time I felt this depressed. That’s pretty bad. It feels like so much has changed… but at the same time… everything is the same… I dunno…I feel extremely confused about EVERYTHING in life… and I don’t know.. I don’t even know what to write… or what to do… lol I feel like I need to just give up... by while I wait for answers to come in life... im going to change my livejournal layout... because its all about love and right now i hate love and im sick of everything that has to do with it... so i guess right now i even dont like watching Moulin Rouge... and thats when i know its really bad....